Discovering Hope
Nine years of being clean — that’s one thing to celebrate in 2020, right? In truth, that part of my life isn’t even in my rearview mirror anymore. Yet I’m always hopeful this annual post helps one person to get clean. Perhaps if you’ve read this far, you might be struggling yourself, know someone who is struggling or you just like a success story.
In nine years of being clean, I became a mom to two amazing kids, graduated college, have had a successful career, made amends and restored trust with my family and friends, endured major setbacks and survived broken hearts, I accepted Jesus into my heart, became a homeowner and even thrived during a pandemic.
Most importantly, I’ve experienced true peace and joy. I’ve forgiven myself and no longer carry around the shame of my past. I am loved beyond measure and full of gratitude for a life that God has let me live to the fullest. It’s a life I can say I actually look forward to living- and a life that I love.
I discovered that hope, joy and peace after attending 121 Community Church in Grapevine, where I met many people who were able to help me sort through my feelings of shame. I was equipped with ways to make amends with my family and friends, and I developed a relationship with Jesus. Through that relationship, I found freedom. Words cannot express my thanks and gratitude for time at 121. I’ve found community and made long lasting friendships with people who have become like family.
Yes, I am a success story and it is undeniable that some people will never recover. It’s a sad truth. Yet my story is not an anomaly. It is possible to change. In fact, I’ve seen it in the lives of my friends in recovery who have also gone on to live better, happy lives. None of us will say it was easy. All of us will tell you our lives are better than we ever imagined.
If you’re struggling this Christmas season, please, take that first step forward and don’t look back. I’d like to personally invite you to 121 Community Church to find community, compassion and hope.
